“Pray, and let God worry” - Martin Luther
Breathe. So I am not sure how I am getting to work tomorrow. I emptied my coin collection to cross the bridge today and I cashed in my yogurt container for $1.25 of gas last night.
But I feel amazing. I feel blessed. I don't often speak in liturgical terms, but I saw the most amazing video of my former student's birthing process last night. I saw her push. I saw the amniotic sac the baby floated in for 9 months. I saw how she is a loving mother to her new child. I saw a bit more of the life process than I ever have - alive.
That little daughter that is hers is a beauty.
She breathes and expresses and softly moves her limbs in the free air.
She is AMAZING. And THEY are amazing: mother, daughter, and father.
So my unsureness with how to get to work tomorrow or what to eat tonight for dinner seems so minor in comparison to this minor miracle.
I need to remember what I can control. I have moderate control over my money situation, except when the unexpected comes.
I am hoping there are no more car surprises so I can rebuild my reserves.
God/dess, thank you for letting me experience this today.