I am SO done with this flu. After 2 weeks...I am now down to just congestion. I gave a training on Saturday that wiped me out.
Fever, general lethargy, dealing with the police, dealing with lack of money....
I'm feeling really invalid.
I love what I do. I love the joy of seeing kids GET IT, that AHA moment is priceless.
I wish I could be part of a society that values the work of all of its workers....
Yesterday I spent in silence, cleaning my room, bathing, watching Babel, taking a walk, watching the sunset and wishing that I could be balanced, understand myself in the context of the world.
I want to understand I am NOT alone. I want to understand that I am expanding my knowledge constantly.
I must be here for a reason. I need to find that.